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oh and of course
happynewyear!
yup it's new years eve
currently is doesn't feel like i'm leaving sydney for 11 days
or maybe
cos i don't want to
or something?
anyhow
i woke up late
haha and when i was awake i was actually not bothered to come
but i couldn't do that to my dear friends
i ended up getting there at like 12ish =/
gomen nasai!! ><"
so it was sitting in the blazing summer sun for a few hours
with raymond goldie wallace ben and goldie's brother raymond
jackson came at about 4ish
trying to sell his pizza for $2 a piece haha jks
also saw peter haha
so ...
a new year
means new beginnings
new year resolutions?
maybe?
never really think about it
but if i have to give one
i really hope i don't have to cram myself through exams again -_-
but that's gonna be a hard one
=/
*sigh
and as 2007 draws to a close
i want to thank everyone for being there for me when i've needed you guys
it may be that you guys didn't even know it .. but it really helped me by just being there :)
and also many many sincere apologies if i've said anything that was out of line, hurtful, wrong etc ...
or if i just gossip too much (i'm sorry sometimes i can't help myself .. but that seems like such a lame excuse cos we can help ourselves....)
happy new year guys!
to my dear family & friends:
may i be blessed to share many many more beautiful memories with you :)
take care while i'm gone and make sure to have fun :D
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*cheers!
你可能不知道
不过
每一天 我也会想起你
总有东西可以令我想念你
而我现在不是怨
反而我蛮享受思念你的感觉
当然 如果你回来的话 我会比较
不 不是比较 而是更加 更加开心 享受
再可以听到你的声音
还有机会看到你 不过我也不知道又没有机会
这些都是我希望的
因为我不知道你对我还有没有感觉
不过无论如何我也很高兴认识你这个朋友
(如果我们只可以做朋友的话)
还有十一天
wow .. what a late outing hahaha
we met up at like 12 30
watched atonement
i'm glad some of us really enjoyed it :)
personally .. i didn't really feel it =/
anyhow .. had lunch in the food court under myers
went in search for and bought ben's watch
saw prue on the way out
walked goldie to town hall :)
semi dragged ray to big echo :) :)
hehehe well k was fun :)
i couldn't really talk when me and ray were at the station o.O
and the train ride home >_>
man there were two fishy guys on our carriage
so when ray left at campsie
i changed carriages ><"
and when i got out of the station
mum wasn't there yet
*screams haha
i will not go home so late
hopefully!
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ladida
thursday ~ work then went out to centro again .. met up with sheila .. haha i thinks we sat for half the time we were out there XD
friday ~ sheila came over at about 4 ... hung around a bit then got driven to shanny's
pahaha the party was alright .. nice seeing everyone again .. and the world is soo small haha
and yeeees i did drink - here and there [ahah more like tasted sheila's drinks] cos that seems to be the question asked after i say there were drinks there
shanny got soooo drunk hehehe ... hope she didn't feel sick the day after!
today ~ zomg .. i woke up at like 12 30 .. and i slept at like 1 .. its like almost 12 hours of sleep -_________________-" i have no friken idea how i slept that much .. and the most interesting thing is .. i don't feel groggy tired o.O and i usually do if i sleep more than 10 hours -_- .. yes just let me blab about not understanding =]
anyway i had work .. for four hours only
and it went by pretty quickly so that was alright
hmm
yeah
bye bye
blogs out at 0045
yesterday ~
my aunty, cousin and grandma came over for dinner
such an early dinner
and boy was i bored all day -_-
they left at about 5ish
today ~
woke up at about 10:05
caught the train to campsie
ray picked me up then we drove to wallace's
then back to ray's for breakfast haha
ended up getting a lift to burwood
and caught an express to city
went to myer
met up with goldie
stayed in there for a bit
saw frank and rosie o.O
also saw jenny and her bf i thinks
ate a bit of lunch in the food court
then i had to go home ~
haha i cleaned my room! =O
like such a miracle!
my table is actually clear now hahah
uncle, aunty and cousins came over at about 5ish
and the first thing my cousin does is go onto facebook
she said she was without civilisation for a few days =O haha
aunty: hey since we're all here .. let's take a family photo
my aunty has an older daughter who wasn't here tonight
aunty: ohhh she doesn't count .. she's already married and her surname isn't ng anymore
hahah we all just laughed
emily: i'm going to tell elaine mum
so dinner finished
sat around a bit
took photos :D :D
[have to wait till cameron sends them to me =(]
and said bye bye to them and daddy ~
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haha i was supposed to post this as soon as it hit xmas day
but i was kinda pre-occupied with facebook msgs and text msgs 8-)
so merry xmas everyone! :)
hope everyone got at least one edible xmas present XD
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I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Filmed like a scene on the cutting room floor
When I let you walk away tonight
Without a word
I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling, ohh
If you were here right now, I swear,
I'd tell you this
Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me
'Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you (to you)
I'm wishing I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
I climb the walls
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no.
I've memorised the number
So why can't i make the call
Maybe 'cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibilities
Baby I don't wanna waste another day (another day)
Keeping it inside it's killing me
'Cause all I ever want it comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
Oh oh no no no
I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
'Cause everything that I hold in
Is everything I can't let go
Oh oh oh oh can't let go
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
'Cause baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me (killing me 'cause)
'Cause all I ever want (all I ever wanted)
Comes right down to you (to you), to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
Oh oh oh oh
Don't you know it baby
I don't wanna waste another day
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah oh oh
I'm inconsolable
Whoa oh oh oh yeah yeah oh oh
I'm inconsolable
doing too much ~ paula deanda
I'm leaving messages and voicemails
Telling you I miss you
Baby am I doing too much
Why you tryna diss me
When I just wanna kiss you
Baby am I doing too much
Tell me what's the issue
Who I give these lips to
Baby am I doing too much
This is turning into
Something I ain't hip to
Baby am I doing too much
See you got me all alone
Waiting right here by the phone
For you to call me,
Just to hear
Your voice tone
I keep on wondering if you was even
Feeling me, I keep on wondering if
This was even meant to be
Tell me imma waste of time, boy
You showing me no sign, is it cos u on
Ya grind, cos you're always on my mind
I keep on wondering if everything you said was true
I keep on wondering if you were really coming through
Now here I go again blowing you up,
And my girlfriends keep telling me
I'm doing too much
Now here I go again blowing you up,
And my girlfriends keep telling me
I'm doing too much
I'm leaving messages and voicemails
Telling you I miss you
Baby am I doing too much
Why you tryna diss me
When I just wanna kiss you
Baby am I doing too much
Tell me what's the issue
Who I give these lips to
Baby am I doing too much
This is turning into
Something I ain't hip to
Baby am I doing too much
I'm out with my girls tryna have a good time
And you know I'm looking fly tryna meet sum other guys
But it gets hard sometimes cuz there ain't no one just like you
I try my best but I can't shake this thing u got me going through
All i can picture is the color of your eyes, and the way u make me smile
I ain't felt this in a while,
But I came to a conclusion that this is pure illusion
Chaos and confusion but I'm not gonna let it ruin
The way I feel about myself cos I got self-esteem, sometimes I
Wonder if I'm just chasing a fantasy
I'm leaving messages and voicemails
Telling you I miss you
Baby am I doing too much
Why you tryna diss me
When I just wanna kiss you
Baby am I doing too much
Tell me what's the issue
Who I give these lips to
Baby am I doing too much
This is turning into
Something I ain't hip to
Baby am I doing too much
Now here I go again blowing you up,
And my girlfriends keep telling me
I'm doing too much
I'm leaving messages and voicemails
Telling you I miss you
Baby am I doing too much
Why you tryna diss me
When I just wanna kiss you
Baby am I doing too much
Tell me what's the issue
Who I give these lips to
Baby am I doing too much
This is turning into
Something I ain't hip to
Baby am I doing too much
hello hello
had a weird dream .. or two o.O
anyhow
finally got up at 11ish
got dressed
left for centro
got a chrissy present from kathy XD
then met up with bro to go burwood :)
my baaaag XD hehehehe
if i was even more obsessed i would take a photo of it and post it ....
hmmm ... :D
anyhows
met up with goldie
and walked around a bit hehe
got home at about 5ish i thinks :)
blogs out at 2211
work was 9-3 today ~
it was pretty busy
and it settled a bit at times
but roughly manageable i suppose :D
i think i caught the bobbing thing off courtney
haha
goldie, ray and wallace came over haha
stayed for an hour or so then left
and now i'm up to date with my blogs XD
blogs out at Sunday, 23rd @ 0238